Gloom! The despairing hand of the future

I'm entering (re-entering?) this bleak period. Everything looks depressing.

It's been eight months since I worked and I keep getting nervous about my remaining savings, even though I totally have enough to last until next summer when I can move. I've only once even had an interview in that time, despite applying frequently. My mother keeps yelling at me about how I'm not doing it (anything) right. My parents offered to buy me plane tickets to come back to NY to spend the holiday with my family and I literally kind of freaked out because the very idea of going home stressed me out so much. I'm also so paranoid and worried about collecting unemployment I've actually decided to take a break from it.

I'm unhappy with at least something in all of my RPs, I have very little inspiration, either to write or to play. I feel terrible about having all this free time and not making any progress on my original works. I wanted to make a new RP but I'm just dismal about the prospects of it being anything other than yet more utter failure.

I have bad skin and I'll never meet anyone. :( Also no one likes my fanfics.

It'd be nice if I could just... stop the future. I don't want Christmas to come. I don't want more rent and utilities to come around. I don't want things to keep costing money when I don't have income. I just want to finish Earthbound and Tales of Vesperia. And for Barack Obama to get inaugurated. Everything about his win still makes me happy.

TL;DR - MOPE MOPE WHINE CRY