Ennui! The most depressing time of the year

Things I should be happy about:

• I finished and really liked a fic for Tales of Vesperia... First fic for a new fandom...!


• My new Nook color is awesome and I'm reading again. Free ebooks! New HDTV is also awesome.


• I had a job interview and it went pretty well. I feel good about my future prospects!


• Allen is getting a puppy in Marina. ♥♥♥ And kissing bots!


• Halfway through the fourth season of Supernatural. There are occasional shaky bits, but fun episodic horror comedy is fun.


• Flying in Azeroth proper makes me happy. The cataclysmic new world of Warcraft makes me happy!


• I might be getting a visit from fenrisulfr before the end of the year!

So... you would think I'd feel better...

I'm just possessed by this terrible ennui. I don't even know. My buzz has been pretty consistently ruined by various small events all month even though I'm in an otherwise good place. But now I don't want to do anything but zone out and read.

/sighs