Ennui! The most depressing time of the year

[sincere]

Things I should be happy about:

• I finished and really liked a fic for Tales of Vesperia... First fic for a new fandom...!


• My new Nook color is awesome and I'm reading again. Free ebooks! New HDTV is also awesome.


• I had a job interview and it went pretty well. I feel good about my future prospects!


• Allen is getting a puppy in Marina. ♥♥♥ And kissing bots!


• Halfway through the fourth season of Supernatural. There are occasional shaky bits, but fun episodic horror comedy is fun.


• Flying in Azeroth proper makes me happy. The cataclysmic new world of Warcraft makes me happy!


• I might be getting a visit from fenrisulfr before the end of the year!

So... you would think I'd feel better...

I'm just possessed by this terrible ennui. I don't even know. My buzz has been pretty consistently ruined by various small events all month even though I'm in an otherwise good place. But now I don't want to do anything but zone out and read.

/sighs

Comments

[fenrisulfr]

Is the wintertime possibly contributing? It is so easy to get listless during these months. :<

[temples]

So, next week.

Puppy get times?

[sincere]

I normally like winter! I like the cold and getting in and warming up, and excuses to drink cocoa, and snow...!

But maybe all the dark is affecting me after all, especially since sucky things have been happening.

[sincere]

Yessss omg ;; Allen's life will be made.

[temples]

Happy fluffmonster ♥

So excited for the kissing bots, too. /going to spam your kids so much for that. /coherency at two a.m., what.

[fenrisulfr]

I'm the exact same way! I love so much about winter, but lessened sunlight can do biological thingies.

(this is why I don't normally reply to comments as soon as I wake up)

I just hope things get better for you. ; ;