Invisible

[sincere]

Lately I've been feeling kind of invisible. It's kind of a collection of incidences, but it's a pretty crappy feeling. When I offer intellectual contributions to a conversation taking place around me only to be totally, utterly ignored, that's lame. When I ask if people are interested in doing something and no one even tries, they just go on helping themselves and one another, that's lame. When someone else asks to do something and I'm excited about it and volunteer, and then 3-4 days pass in which they don't even acknowledge me, that's fucking lame.

The last one is the latest sting. It sucks to be more invested than other people in something you're excited about.

Bleh, whiny post is whiny. At least I have good conversations! :D

Comments

[gatafairy.livejournal.com]

Ahh, Kay, how I empathize. I miss you.

But huzzah for good conversations. ;D

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

*huglove* Invisible sucks! So does Colorado not being closer to the east coast.

[soi.livejournal.com]

I still really want to talk to you about Azuma stuff but my internet hours have been majorly sucking lately due to my falling asleep really really early so I keep not being able to get all of us online at once D:

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

It's cool, when you have time~. As long as no one is going to eat me for not posting I'm okay with waiting. Maybe over the weekend everyone's schedules will be better.

There should still be some sort of Hanatarou birthday thing.

[soi.livejournal.com]

Yesss I totally want to do birthday stuff~

[terrykun.livejournal.com]

*glomp* You are not invisible at all. You're the second-smartest* woman I've ever known in real life. I always look forward to everything you have to discuss or fangirl.

Especially fangirl.

* I am contractually obligated to designate my fiance as the first, so please don't sweat being the number 2. (:

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

Duly noted. ^_~ Thanks for the vote of confidence.

btw (http://community.livejournal.com/bleach_het/21460.html)

[yami-chan.livejournal.com]

You are really intelligent and very valuable to the work place. If they are ignoring every contribution you make, you can always tell them fuck off and find a job where they do appreciate you.

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

Bleh, I wish it were only work. What really sucks is when it's your personal life being mean to you. :\ But thank you so much for the supportive words. ♥

[(Anonymous)]

*clings * Kay-san is love D: Mean people are stupid.

[wy1d.livejournal.com]

*clings * Kay-san is love D: Mean people are stupid.