Invisible

[sincere]

Lately I've been feeling kind of invisible. It's kind of a collection of incidences, but it's a pretty crappy feeling. When I offer intellectual contributions to a conversation taking place around me only to be totally, utterly ignored, that's lame. When I ask if people are interested in doing something and no one even tries, they just go on helping themselves and one another, that's lame. When someone else asks to do something and I'm excited about it and volunteer, and then 3-4 days pass in which they don't even acknowledge me, that's fucking lame.

The last one is the latest sting. It sucks to be more invested than other people in something you're excited about.

Bleh, whiny post is whiny. At least I have good conversations! :D

Comments

[soi.livejournal.com]

I still really want to talk to you about Azuma stuff but my internet hours have been majorly sucking lately due to my falling asleep really really early so I keep not being able to get all of us online at once D:

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

It's cool, when you have time~. As long as no one is going to eat me for not posting I'm okay with waiting. Maybe over the weekend everyone's schedules will be better.

There should still be some sort of Hanatarou birthday thing.

[soi.livejournal.com]

Yesss I totally want to do birthday stuff~