Invisible

[sincere]

Lately I've been feeling kind of invisible. It's kind of a collection of incidences, but it's a pretty crappy feeling. When I offer intellectual contributions to a conversation taking place around me only to be totally, utterly ignored, that's lame. When I ask if people are interested in doing something and no one even tries, they just go on helping themselves and one another, that's lame. When someone else asks to do something and I'm excited about it and volunteer, and then 3-4 days pass in which they don't even acknowledge me, that's fucking lame.

The last one is the latest sting. It sucks to be more invested than other people in something you're excited about.

Bleh, whiny post is whiny. At least I have good conversations! :D

Comments

[terrykun.livejournal.com]

*glomp* You are not invisible at all. You're the second-smartest* woman I've ever known in real life. I always look forward to everything you have to discuss or fangirl.

Especially fangirl.

* I am contractually obligated to designate my fiance as the first, so please don't sweat being the number 2. (:

[kay-willow.livejournal.com]

Duly noted. ^_~ Thanks for the vote of confidence.

btw (http://community.livejournal.com/bleach_het/21460.html)