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Terrible. Terrible. Terrible mood.
I am unhappy and torn-up and disgusted with myself. I wish I were somebody else. I've finally been offered the chance to do something I've literally wanted to do for months and my own goddamn insecurities have kept me from doing it. What the hell is wrong with me?
I have work piling up that I ought to do, some of it work that I like such as the totally freestyle story for creative writing; I can't do any of it. I'm so mired in depression lately I can't do anything.
This SUCKS.
There aren't enough good words on the "current mood" setting. Like miserable or wretched or self-loathing and the like. I need more words like that.
I'm sorry to everybody whose friends list I've spammed.
I am unhappy and torn-up and disgusted with myself. I wish I were somebody else. I've finally been offered the chance to do something I've literally wanted to do for months and my own goddamn insecurities have kept me from doing it. What the hell is wrong with me?
I have work piling up that I ought to do, some of it work that I like such as the totally freestyle story for creative writing; I can't do any of it. I'm so mired in depression lately I can't do anything.
This SUCKS.
There aren't enough good words on the "current mood" setting. Like miserable or wretched or self-loathing and the like. I need more words like that.
I'm sorry to everybody whose friends list I've spammed.
