Too emo for subject lines

[sincere]

/psyched for Marina kissing events next week

/spends all morning translating and fussing about tags on insincere

/gets phone call about how grandfather is braindead and while probably be dead by the end of the day and how all next week will probably be spent traveling and attending funerals

/...awesome, way to go, universe

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[dawning_light]

My god that's awful. I'm so sorry.

All the hugs and support for you, and if there's anything you need just ask, okay? /cuddles gently

[sincere]

/hugs back

I'll be okay. (Until, you know, we're actually at a funeral, then I'll probably be a wreck.) I know he's been in a really bad spot for weeks, so it isn't really a surprise. Right now I'm still fretting about the timing. I had plans for this week...! I'm kind of in the middle of an intense renter's insurance crunch and I need to do that on Monday by close of business, am I still going to be able to do that...? How many days am I going to be running around...

I talked to my grandmother just last night and she was still optimistic, which just makes it feel even less real. sob.

[dawning_light]

Definitely understandable, and let yourself be as much a wreck as you need to be. /holds

With the renter's insurance thing, I should certainly hope anyone you're dealing with would understand if you need a tiny extension due to Circumstances? If it would help with the stress/fretting maybe try to work something out?

:( That has to be worrying about your grandmother. I hope you'll all be as okay as you can be.

[sincere]

It turns out the renter's insurance expired in January, and the woman on the phone explained to me that they're being audited by their parent company, so I don't know if they have any leniency left to offer. As it turns out, I am not good at opening my mail. /still has some undelivered Christmas gift cards for relatives sitting in their envelopes on the table in front of her right now!

I'm not really good at being emotional. I'm listening to upbeat music and translating and feeling pretty chill right now, really? I'm kind of an alien that way. The only tears in my eyes at the moment are caused by allergies, and I've been struggling with it since I woke up. Why today did my body remember it was allergic to cats? More awesome universe timing.

But I still appreciate the sentiment, even if I'm just like. Carrying on as normal. /lies on

[temples]

/holds

I'm here if you need to talk or anything, love.

[sincere]

/curls around

[prefacing]

I'm sorry, Kay. ;; I will quietly send all my love and support towards you and your family.

[sincere]

/sends love back

[walking_forward]

I'm sorry to hear that Sincere.

I'll pray for your Grandpa.

Take it easy when ya can, okay.

[sincere]

Will do, and thank you.

[canavasary]

Been staring at the comment box for awhile, unsure of how to give comfort because it's just awful news, but all I can come up with is my thoughts, heart and prayers will be with you and your family.

[sincere]

Thanks bb. /hugs